!...traeh

"the heart has reasons, that reasons cannot tell"-oth

very often i tend to overlook,we all tend t overlook the fact that our heart makes the right choices all the time...a young boy might have loved his pet so much that nothing it can do can ever make him change his mind.even if it went wild and decided to bite him or nibble on his best cap, he would still think about what it means to him...no matter the damage, the fact that that little kid loved his pet, lets say pup so much will always cause him to reason forgiveness over hatred...and it gets me thinking..how often haf i trusted my heart instead of my head?
-only twice in my life and one of those times have caused me never to trust it again...at least wen i go with my head i get that few minutes of satisfaction, relief or maybe breathing space...nevertheless my heart tells me to believe otherwise...i wish a long run can clear my head if i get a chance to even go for one!

sometimes we find ourselves in a maze in an absolute mist of things, but the solution is very often right there...next to you, or within you.after taking the plunge you realise you should have done that or should have seen that but all along there it was right there beside you. so what keeps us from reasoning...?hmmmh...? i believe we hafta say hello to our head once more, a little spice of ego, coupled with unsurpressable pride is what kept us from achieving what we sought out for in the first place...

and then there is a question of the heart...all i have heard b4 is the heart lets us love people, lets us forgive, lets us move on...nobody told me about betrayal...doubtful anchor decisions...and most unforgivingly heartbreak when ALL comes apart...all i really want is that one right decision that will piece it together, give reason to live, give reason to die, give reason to go through it all...coz if at the end of the day, if i never find that missing piece, i dun wanna be drowned...not yet, not by my own heart...so its there i know...still finding a reason for it to continue beating...still finding that missing piece,,,still giving reasons instead of finding answers...

'i am falling for someone,
trying so hard to resist it,
but its hard...

i am not in control anymore,
i want t so much
and yet i am thinking,
is this the one?
will it last...?
do we feel the same?

my heart is too fraculent
to be taken, given and broken again,
i hope i can wish it away,
this feeling,.
but; it simply will not go

i am vulnerable
i haf fallen for this someone
i have fallen into the
trap of love or merely
just love
pure and sensitive
just a heart
filled with
love!'

-duntellya-