life as it is...

and so i haf pending colloques 4 for anat, 2 for physio and yeah thats about it...planning to finish 3 next week and the other 3 the week after...if can go for more next week the better...

i am kinda at peace now...i dunno why but well just had wendy's mushroom sauce and i can tell u...its a killer!!!! i went over for a wile to like kacau them and guess what giju ofered me some bread and i was like " no thanx bro...i am heading off to bed" and then well i stayed till i saw the botom of the soup...it was really really good...

looking forward to the party later...got lotsa things to cook but more importantly going for my run...its been a month since i had a good decent run so this is good...not so much to clear my head like i always do but this time its mainly for fitness coz well i am getting more and more unfit...my standing broadjump the other day was only 250cm...so yeah got alot to work on that...

gotta be able to dunk soon...been so long ddi...now i cant even remember if i was ever able to dunk..but well...ppl like darren would remind me of how i used to slam...gotta get that back,...so yeah starts now...

still cant sleep...and yeah i let my heart out tonyt...thats why the relief i guess...the feeling of vulnerability...its over coz now i can know for sure..

take care then all...

nite
God bless!!