not feeling tired...

innitially i was really looking forward to the weekend to catch up with sleep...but then again i never got new blockmates, so yeah stuck with these noisy ppl for i dunno how long more.telling them to shut up once or twice or even once every 20 minutes isnt enough...these people can go on talkng the whole night, i duno about what or who but tey will be talking non stop, occasionally wetting the seater but yeah basically soundblasting the whole block till about 6 am. this routine has been going on for quite some time and these people never ever heard of the term of shut up! or consideration before...so yeah leave it as it is...

but its like 2.20 am here and i am still not tired...have to wale up by 6 am for prayer meeting followed by handball practice and all and still i do not feel like sleeping...it could be the thought of anat exams coming up in 32 days time or the fact that i have 4 pending colloques and 2 razkazes in total...nah it cant be the things in my mind coz well i am never bothered by it...time will find itself solving things by itself as time passes, but yet there is this inner turmoil...something that i wish i can say it out here...the fact that i cant let myself to type those words clearly confirms my reason for a sleepless friday night...

wish it can all be solved like an equation...i gave it my best shot and yet i wasnt enough...now,well i have to give it all i've got and something more, or else i am gonna lose out in pleasing my mind, body and soul and well, i will never accept the fact that there are 12 greater pyramids that made its name next to the sandcastle...so yeah...if all i've given is not enough, its time to give it something i have never brought on the platter...my heart...

gonna try to settle for tossing and turning till i knock out, besides, i just love my bed...

good day folks!