a finite whine...

and so i said it...been wanting to say it for a couple of weeks now and i did...it did not come out natural or the way i planned it but it did...

i tried wishing it away knowing that it could only bring me more pain and yet it still happened...the insecurities, the guilt as well as the crushed hope...might all come back to haunt me again...

if only i had something that lasted, something real, something eternal rather than a few days, weeks or months or even worse, years....all i could wish for right now is that you are happy...coz if youre happy i am happy...