its been 5 days since my back started killin' me

my back is seriously killing me...i dunno how the pain came and got this bad all of a sudden...have been taking ponstans like sweets and still the pain is there...did a little research of my own, checking out the region where the ain is coming from and how deep the pan s asising from i donot thing it is a muscular pain in any way...most probably a bone problem but going to a doc to check it out is prob the last thing i will do...and i gotta be bedridden to be taken to a doc..ha...

so it comes down to 2 things,since the pain is in the right sacral partof my back which happens to be directly opposite the screw i have it could be complications arising from this impant...the worst case scenario wold be situation number 2 which i a tumour...but for the pain to be this bad it had to be a really agressive one...somehow the pain is not incresing but sharp at my highest tolerance level...either way i am prepared for the worst...the theory "watever can go wrong will go wrong" seems to be following me everytime...just had an awesome handball season with the best guys and now it seemslike i cant do sports at all...its even hard to study sitting up straight coz of the pain...

will see how it goes...if the pain remains the same guess i can wait till i get back to check it out...just gonna keep praying really hard cos it the onli thing thats keeping me going with all the pain rite now..

we are the champions my friends!!!

nobody can deny tat it was the best champions league final yet...9 years after the treble and we haf another new memory to go with the 98/99 truimph...


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my "22nd"

the 13th of may marks several significant events in history from the axe of the crusaders to the may 13th tragedy in malaysia...the list goes on but these were the couple that popped up in y mind...none of these days i cud remember were of celebration or rejoice,a catastrophy or tragedy always spured the significance of may the 13th...even wen i thought that this day was safe for me this year i was wrong...rite at the stroke of midnight my buddies came over to wish me onli to haf vivien smash an egg on me...really thought that was the end as we had planned a party at the park that evening...all of us cooked various dishes for the gathering...i was kinda mentally prepared for a bashing aft how we had planned rai's b'day but i never expected a planning this perfect...so we had the makan session in the park-which was terriblly cold. the cake cutting was a little messy with vivien making me smell my own cake-really well...haha...seriously thought that was it...and then we had our dinner and were packing to go back wen akmal sugesed a final group photo which i regret taking...coz thats wen it all happened...every b'day in our group i dare say there is no escape no matter wat...the planning is schemed to perfection...

the group photo i never should haf taken... coz this is wat happened

he tried to fly,but he got cought...eventually

she tried to hide...but well there was no escape...

it was freezing cold!

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b4 al that happened...the party of coz...crafted over the actual plan...i so should haf known...even par,all the way in perth knew wat was up...everyone except me...!huh...wat a day it was...fun though...thoroughly enjoyed it...thanx guys!! u are all so awesome!

dave...smiling...well he was the one whu carefully distributed the eggs without me knowing

wat an execution!

everyone tried running but there was no escape...i spared the cameramen fakhrul and diyana but suprisingly i dunno how nabilah escaped...chill dun wori dear urs is coming soon...haha...cant wait for the next bashing!!

this group rocks!!

news alert

in case you guys do not know,the 2nd biggest natural disaster in SEA just struck affeting burma the worst...join me in prayer as we cont to pray for the missing people and the families of those confirmed dead...i do not wish to include any further details of the disaster as the numbers are CRAZY!!...

for more info please visit http://myamarnews.blogspot.com/

hav a gd day folks!!

Personal Perception

Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, 'Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? 'Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, 'The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?' Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey. Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, 'How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman.' The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, 'Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you.' Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders. It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a nar row bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future. Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

tagged..?%%%@@@

in the middle of my latin mugging and amy comes up to me ans says ur tagged...i was like wats up...? tag u back...tengok tengok its this...since i needed the break decided to chill a little...


The Rules
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

Random Fact 1- i love sports...like more than anything else i can think of...it completes me.i love God with all my heart and soul and strength.i love orange.i love cheesecakes,any sort. i love my friends. i love my church(s).i love wood and jade more than blings. yeah that pretty much covers it...

Random Fact 2- i really dun like pink but i haf a "hot pink" class jersey which i haf worn exatly 3 times.

Random Fact 3-the outdoors rock, if an expedition comes my way i am ready to pack my stuff and head out within minutes.

Random Fact 4-love to put a smile on people's faces...i dunno but there is so much joy in buying an icecream for a random kid...when i can.

Random Fact 5-i am afraid of eating fish...had an accident once, never really got over it...all it takes is for u to tell me the fish has bones and its yours no matter wat.

Random Fact 6-find it really difficult to sleep at night, all this thoughts just swarm me randomly, especially wen i really really need to sleep.

Random Fact 7-i believe chilly and cheese can go with any food in the world

Random Fact 8-i haf this realy crazy dying wish...my best friends know...wen i die, i wanna be burried in old trafford, or at least haf my ash thrown on the pitch...

People I wanna tag : People try to do this ok?
1. vikram
2. iggy
3. wendy
4. nat
5. alan
6. broad minor
7. mari
8. vivacious

dare to do this with your car...?

these guys are dare devils i tell you!!!

Rai's b'dae!

thats her alryt...wanna know how it happened...?i mean its not everyday that a friend turns 21 rite..?

trust me u definitely do not wanna know wat went in there...chill i will get to it soo but well mite as well be out with it....well, "sisa makanan for a week" which includes rotten banana, sardine, egg, curry, chicken skin, but the best was probably the 1 week old bubur which was made by vivien...

we planned the whole thing allryt, the code was black and covert so it required a little hiding...
thanx to mira we managed to get her exactly where we wanted her to be for the event of the nite...
she was basically bashed from all directions...no escape...i men no escape...wen she was running away from the rest she ran straight to me...the thing is i had the rest of wat was in the pail so yeah she had it good...
she puked...of coz i mean who wouldnt ryt...?ha

then there was the cake...but wait...the flour wasnt done yet...

cheese all...ha...well basically its a 21st that rai would rem for her whole life...we bashed her pretty good, but its coz we love her so much...

this gang rocks man!! seriously...

all i can say is u dun any of my group members know wen ur gonna turn 21..

cheers!