a long wait

and so i have been away from this place for quite abit...reason being:it was the hols and well was pretty busy sorting out other personal stuff...

so year 2 started with a bang...seriously double the workload of year one coupled with the fact that the linguistic ability of the lecturers halved i got myself a really tough semester...but well i am looking forward to finishing this sem and dawning the approach of winter break whick i think is seriously gona be hell,considering that its generally colder than last year this time round.

and so, the question still lies b4 me...wat am i here for? what does studying medicine mean to me...? basically after the break i was happy with going with the flow but i got reinstated with my own conviction when i used anaand's stethescope the other day. hearing your own heart beat,hearing the blood flow or feeling the cavities in your thoraxic region by percussion....it was amazing...some mite say it was normal but seriously that was the 1st tym i used it in the right way and it was awesome...it was basically the worlds best stethesscope "littman"...try it the 1st tym and you would know what i actually mean...

so i started the semester by catching up with alot of shows..but the one that droped out of the sky for me was "code geass" pretty short anime with the last episode only coming out next monday.hopefully it will be the final one lah coz well i haf too many shows to catch up with and it sure helps when some of it actually come to an end. seriously i mean why dont some shows just come to an end...shows like naruto and all are like never ending till i haf lost interest...i watched bleach till 185 and i and i dunno how long more tha is gonna be going on for...guess its all about maintaining the fans...but seriously...we all know aizen is gonna fite ichigo in the end...so yeah just waiting for that match ah its gonna be great....

and yeah my ankle got busted again...still cant forget the 2 legged tackle that struckme last friday...that was a really cheap shot man but watta do its the game...if u love it enuff a small setback isnt gonna keep you away from your passion...nd surely and truly everyone is lookingforward to the RFL this year,,even the guys whu know nothing abut soccer or whu dun even play the sport come down all for the action and drama...its only gnna get better with each match...

and yeah b4 i pen down my last thoughts just a fruit for thought...it just came up...
"if someone feels that they had never made a mistake in their life, then it means that they had never tried a new thing in their life" -Einstein-

so yeah with that in mind lets looks to the new semester with renewed hope and faith that its all gonna be well and awesome for everyone...

haf a grat week ya ol!
cheers!

studying to clear colloques

and so i am now left with cns,pns and sensory organs which include the histo and anat parts...watta do dint clear earlier wen i had the time, but seriously while studying now away from the pressure of school and russian class i am kinda learning quite abit...in fact its more than wat was taught for the whole second sem..."she" really tested my patience in class, but well at least now i am getting the whole picture of what she was "trying" to teach the whole semester..really hope t get irina for the next sem or else we are seriously toast!

lemme see...its been 5 weeks since i last went for a run,surprisingly havent fallen sick yeh except for my back which gotta be checked out en i get back...beside that, life's really good...

you know the amazing thing about studying now is that its still bright outside at 9pm itslike 5pm in malaysia...so yeah minus the sleepy feeling its a pretty condusive evironment to study in...

gonna get back to it in a short while...got 3 majors to clear and yeah gonna breathe my sigh of relief soon...so yeah

God bless ya!

believe it or not...?

Prediction of the coming DisasterMr. Juseleeno, born in 1960(reportedly still alive in 2008), is a Brazilian who has made many predictions, and MOST have come to pass, including Princess Diana's death by car accident (which is instigated by someone near her and will probably unfortunately be written off as a car accident), 911and the 2004 Indonesian tsunami. He sees the future in his dreams, and hasan average of 3 to 9 such predictions per day. When he wakes up, he willwrite them down, and send warnings to those concerned.If it concerns only a normal individual, he will write a letter to warnhim/her.If it is a famous person(celebrity, politician etc.), or matters concerningthe public, he will not only send it to the individual himself/herself, butalso related agencies, government, and media. He urged the media topublicise these predictions, but the reply always went along the lines ofrejection for fear of arousing public panic.Future predictions:2008, July: There will be an earthquake in Japan , which will cause atsunami of 30 plus metres high to occur as well.2008, 18th September: An earthquake with magnitude of approximately 9.1will rock China , simultaneously causing a tsunami of more than 30 metresto occur, resulting in the deaths of more than 1 million people.Although this huge earthquake will happen after the Olympics have ended,there will be a series of relatively smaller earthquakes occurring in Chinabefore the huge earthquake. The China government, which is more concernedwith the success of the Olympics, will most likely neglect to employappropriate cautionary measures, thus the high casualty rate. If the Chinagovernment does not publicise the occurrence of these minor earthquakes andevacuate people, the number of deaths will be as predicted.2008, 17th December: terrorist attack in America2010: The temperatures in some countries of Africa could be as high as 58degrees Celsius, and there will be a serious shortage of water.2010, 15th June: The New York Stock Exchange market will fail, causing aninternational financial crisis.2011: The research on the treatment of some cancers will be completed, buta new life-threatening virus will appear. People who are infected will dieafter only approx. 4 hours of coming into contact with the virus.2013, 1st - 25th November: Research on treatment of cancers, except forbrain tumors, will be completed. An earthquake, caused by volcaniceruptions, will happen on Bahama Island of the Canary Islands . A gigantictsunami of roughly 150 metres will result. America mainlands, Brazil etc.will be affected, with the tsunami pushing into the land as far as 15 to 20kilometres. Before the occurrence of this gigantic tsunami, the sea/oceanwater levels will sink by about 6 metres, and large flocks of birds willstart to migrate.2014: A small planet that has been gradually closing in on Earth mighteventually collide with Earth, and this collision, if come to pass, willaffect the survival of humans as a whole.2015: By the mid of November, the average temperature of Earth could be ashigh as 59 degrees Celsius. Many people will die from the overheat, andinternational confusion and terror ensues.2016, April: A huge typhoon will invade China , causing massive damage. The43rd USA president, George Walker Bush, will enter the hospital, and facesa life or death situation.2026, July: A super earthquake will occur in Sans Francisco, and it will benamed "The Big One". Huge damage to surrounding areas. Many volcanoes will re-activate, and the height of resulting tsunami will be more than 150metres.Mr. Juseleeno made known his predictions in hopes that people will take heed of his warnings, so that these disasters may be avoided. He hopes there will be a major change in the thinking of people's mindsets in the time period 2007 - 2008. One factor will be the environmental issue ofglobal warming, which is more serious than what some meteorologists assume.

what a week i haf ahead of me...

not only do i have colloqiums,controls and raskazes coming up,the nba finals starts on june 5th...as much as i haf to clear my papers,i so badly wanna catch the finals...i never expected these 2 teams to be here at the beginning of the season...always thought that it was gonna be the hornets vs the cavaliers...but well this is really interesting as well...with garnet at the centre of his team with paul pierce having the game of his courier and ray allen picking up maybe,just maybe they haf wat it takes to beat kobe,gasol and odom...the celtics haf really outdone themselves to come this far starting with major transfers to the hellova' determination in the big three...i mean i knew garnett was good but only this season i am beginning to love him...kobe on the other hand is a player of class unmatchable unless compared to lebron james(the king!) so yeah its gonna be a finals thts gonna be way more interesting than last year...well last year the finals was over in just 4 games..i just think that this might be a 7 game series with both team holding home games which will only be decided in the final game...

so you see what i am gonna miss out next week- coz of these colloques the time of the games alone will frustrate any basketball fan living with me...so yeah my back seems to feel a little better or maybe i am more tolerent to the pain now,but i gues i will check it out wen i get back...

hmmmm...bio, anat, chem, russian all in one week...not forgetting the maths results coming out tomoro...crazy week ahead...yeah really crazy week ahead...

God bless ya all!
cheers!

its been 5 days since my back started killin' me

my back is seriously killing me...i dunno how the pain came and got this bad all of a sudden...have been taking ponstans like sweets and still the pain is there...did a little research of my own, checking out the region where the ain is coming from and how deep the pan s asising from i donot thing it is a muscular pain in any way...most probably a bone problem but going to a doc to check it out is prob the last thing i will do...and i gotta be bedridden to be taken to a doc..ha...

so it comes down to 2 things,since the pain is in the right sacral partof my back which happens to be directly opposite the screw i have it could be complications arising from this impant...the worst case scenario wold be situation number 2 which i a tumour...but for the pain to be this bad it had to be a really agressive one...somehow the pain is not incresing but sharp at my highest tolerance level...either way i am prepared for the worst...the theory "watever can go wrong will go wrong" seems to be following me everytime...just had an awesome handball season with the best guys and now it seemslike i cant do sports at all...its even hard to study sitting up straight coz of the pain...

will see how it goes...if the pain remains the same guess i can wait till i get back to check it out...just gonna keep praying really hard cos it the onli thing thats keeping me going with all the pain rite now..

we are the champions my friends!!!

nobody can deny tat it was the best champions league final yet...9 years after the treble and we haf another new memory to go with the 98/99 truimph...


Home made from T. Ben on Vimeo.

my "22nd"

the 13th of may marks several significant events in history from the axe of the crusaders to the may 13th tragedy in malaysia...the list goes on but these were the couple that popped up in y mind...none of these days i cud remember were of celebration or rejoice,a catastrophy or tragedy always spured the significance of may the 13th...even wen i thought that this day was safe for me this year i was wrong...rite at the stroke of midnight my buddies came over to wish me onli to haf vivien smash an egg on me...really thought that was the end as we had planned a party at the park that evening...all of us cooked various dishes for the gathering...i was kinda mentally prepared for a bashing aft how we had planned rai's b'day but i never expected a planning this perfect...so we had the makan session in the park-which was terriblly cold. the cake cutting was a little messy with vivien making me smell my own cake-really well...haha...seriously thought that was it...and then we had our dinner and were packing to go back wen akmal sugesed a final group photo which i regret taking...coz thats wen it all happened...every b'day in our group i dare say there is no escape no matter wat...the planning is schemed to perfection...

the group photo i never should haf taken... coz this is wat happened

he tried to fly,but he got cought...eventually

she tried to hide...but well there was no escape...

it was freezing cold!

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b4 al that happened...the party of coz...crafted over the actual plan...i so should haf known...even par,all the way in perth knew wat was up...everyone except me...!huh...wat a day it was...fun though...thoroughly enjoyed it...thanx guys!! u are all so awesome!

dave...smiling...well he was the one whu carefully distributed the eggs without me knowing

wat an execution!

everyone tried running but there was no escape...i spared the cameramen fakhrul and diyana but suprisingly i dunno how nabilah escaped...chill dun wori dear urs is coming soon...haha...cant wait for the next bashing!!

this group rocks!!

news alert

in case you guys do not know,the 2nd biggest natural disaster in SEA just struck affeting burma the worst...join me in prayer as we cont to pray for the missing people and the families of those confirmed dead...i do not wish to include any further details of the disaster as the numbers are CRAZY!!...

for more info please visit http://myamarnews.blogspot.com/

hav a gd day folks!!

Personal Perception

Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, 'Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? 'Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, 'The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?' Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey. Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, 'How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman.' The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, 'Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you.' Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders. It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a nar row bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future. Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

tagged..?%%%@@@

in the middle of my latin mugging and amy comes up to me ans says ur tagged...i was like wats up...? tag u back...tengok tengok its this...since i needed the break decided to chill a little...


The Rules
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

Random Fact 1- i love sports...like more than anything else i can think of...it completes me.i love God with all my heart and soul and strength.i love orange.i love cheesecakes,any sort. i love my friends. i love my church(s).i love wood and jade more than blings. yeah that pretty much covers it...

Random Fact 2- i really dun like pink but i haf a "hot pink" class jersey which i haf worn exatly 3 times.

Random Fact 3-the outdoors rock, if an expedition comes my way i am ready to pack my stuff and head out within minutes.

Random Fact 4-love to put a smile on people's faces...i dunno but there is so much joy in buying an icecream for a random kid...when i can.

Random Fact 5-i am afraid of eating fish...had an accident once, never really got over it...all it takes is for u to tell me the fish has bones and its yours no matter wat.

Random Fact 6-find it really difficult to sleep at night, all this thoughts just swarm me randomly, especially wen i really really need to sleep.

Random Fact 7-i believe chilly and cheese can go with any food in the world

Random Fact 8-i haf this realy crazy dying wish...my best friends know...wen i die, i wanna be burried in old trafford, or at least haf my ash thrown on the pitch...

People I wanna tag : People try to do this ok?
1. vikram
2. iggy
3. wendy
4. nat
5. alan
6. broad minor
7. mari
8. vivacious

dare to do this with your car...?

these guys are dare devils i tell you!!!

Rai's b'dae!

thats her alryt...wanna know how it happened...?i mean its not everyday that a friend turns 21 rite..?

trust me u definitely do not wanna know wat went in there...chill i will get to it soo but well mite as well be out with it....well, "sisa makanan for a week" which includes rotten banana, sardine, egg, curry, chicken skin, but the best was probably the 1 week old bubur which was made by vivien...

we planned the whole thing allryt, the code was black and covert so it required a little hiding...
thanx to mira we managed to get her exactly where we wanted her to be for the event of the nite...
she was basically bashed from all directions...no escape...i men no escape...wen she was running away from the rest she ran straight to me...the thing is i had the rest of wat was in the pail so yeah she had it good...
she puked...of coz i mean who wouldnt ryt...?ha

then there was the cake...but wait...the flour wasnt done yet...

cheese all...ha...well basically its a 21st that rai would rem for her whole life...we bashed her pretty good, but its coz we love her so much...

this gang rocks man!! seriously...

all i can say is u dun any of my group members know wen ur gonna turn 21..

cheers!